Should I or Shouldn't I?

Nur Syafiqah Mohd Roslan  hurmm.. hoping for some changes. perhaps.

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Clearly shown, someone wants me to change. hurmm should i or shouldn't i ? in dilemma that i am so sure no one will or even try to understand me. thats for sure. no one cares. 

haihh, why so suddenly? i know its a bad habit, but heyy, i dont want to say anything then. let me keep what i FEEL, what i THINK and what i WANT to myself then. because....its always has :)

28/06/2010

as usual, 28 seems to be a nice date to me. why?

because I celebrate it with my only love, Nur Syafiqah Mohd Roslan.

Happy 7th Monthlysarry sayang...!! :)

I would like to highlight it again. its SEVENTH. hehe

I am so damn happy with you, and.

I dont what else can describe my feelings towards u..

I guess I have used all the suitable words kot in my post before.

So I'm kinda run out of ideas. 

But, the girl is the same, the only things that are change are her weight and size,

and the amount of love towards her :)

Its 7 months full of fighting, from the very kind of problem,

somehow we manage to get over it.

and continue our lives as usual.

and can I say fighting its the way for us to prepare ourselves in the future? 

I love you sayang,

Forever and Always.

he he he

HOW TO AVOID GHOSTS IN HOTEL ROOMS

"Ok, here are some beliefs of the hoteliers:

"For single hotels, there is at least one permanent room which should be left vacant at all times. No matter how full the hotel is, they are not to sell that room(s) to any guest.It is said that the special room is 'reserved' for those 'special visitors'.

"So, if you plan to stay in some hotel, always book in advance. Try to avoid walk-ins. If the receptionist tells you there's no more room available, do not insist to get one anymore or try to bribe them to g ive you a room. If you do that, most of the time the room you have will be that 'special room'.

"Sometimes those 'special visitors' might go to other rooms also, so here's some tips on how to protect yourself.

"Before entering your room, always knock on the door first, even if you know the room is vacant." After you enter the room, if you feel very cold suddenly and have 'chicken spore', leave the room quietly immediately and go to the reception to request to change room. Most of the time, the receptionist will understand what's happening.

"After you enter the room, immediately switch on all of the lights, and slide the curtains to let the sunlight in.

"Before you go to bed, arrange your shoes so that one of them is upside down. Some say this represents yin and yang to protect you while you're asleep.

"Always leave at least a lamp on while you're sleeping, preferably the toilet lamp.

"If you' re staying alone and they have give you a twin bed, do not sleep with the other bed vacant, try to put your things, like luggage, on the other bed before you sleep.

"Here's another tip. When you enter your hotel room, look for the Bible. Most hotels place the Bible inside a drawer, however, if upon entering, you see the Bible on the table, DON'T STAY IN THAT ROOM. It means 'special visitors' are there.

"If you see the Bible opened up on the table, LEAVE THAT ROOM IMMEDIATELY and request for a change of room! It means the 'special visitor' is really creating trouble in that room!

Here are some tips on protecting yourself in the cinema:

"Do not attend the first screening of any movies in the cinema. By the first screening, I mean the first time the movie is shown in that particular cinema. What's the reason?

"The first screening is meant for the 'special visitors'. However, if you insist on going, then sit somewhere in the middle. The first and last rows are reserved for 'them'. Be warned....

"Ever notice the last row in your local Cineplex is always vacant? Now you know 'who' reserves the seats."

I am different.

I am a freak

I am a jerk

I am a selfish person

I am nothing

I use people to raise myself

I leave people when I think they are not important

I chase my dreams as others do

The different is I am using others to achieve my dreams

I couldn't care any lesser

I don't care about others' feeling and heart

I don't give a damn if I did something wrong

Because people only know how to accuse not to forgive

Because people only know how to condemn not to help

That's my way of living so deal with it

Don't ever trust others cos they wont trust you Afiq. 

Not even a bit.

Don't ever think that others will do the same what you did to them

Because they won't give you the same as in return

Don't ever do anything what people ask you to do

Because they wont do anything when you ask them to do something for you

Try to know other people's background

Although they wont do the same for you

Try to take care of others' feelings and heart

Although they wont do the same for you

Try to accomplish everything of what others ask you to do perfectly

Although they wont do the same for you

By that, you will make others happy while you die trying to happy :)

blank.

Sendiri

MAY

Dinginnya di malam ini

Suasana pilu

Terkenang daku kembali

Sejarah silam

Setelah engkau pergi

Sepi hati ku

Terpadamlah api cinta

Musnah harapan

Mengapa engkau sanggup

Berubah fikiran

Hanya kerana peristiwa itu

Kau hancurkan kota cinta

Yang kita bina bersama

Di masa yang lalu

Kini aku terus terseksa

Oleh kepalsuan cinta mu

Tinggallah aku sendiri

Menanggung derita ini

Setelah engkau pergi

Tertutup hatiku

Tak mungkin bercinta lagi

Biarku sendiri

Alhamdulillah. Syukran Jazilan Ya Allah..!

aku merasa sangat2 gembira kali ini. cuma, aku tiada teman utk aku kongsi. hanya ibuku sahaj tempat ke mengadu. ape function pic nie? ini profile aku sbg student MMU. tgok kat part 1, Personal Information. Name, Degree, Faculty. haha itu yang paling penting and yang paling aku happy sgt2 tuh! haha yess!! Alhamdulillah!

sesi anak dan ayah.

suatu malam, selepas eqa call. aku tidur sebentar. kemudian aku bangun dan ke dapur untuk minum air. ternampak ayahku sedang menghisap rokok beliau sambil membuat kerja pejabat. menyain2 surat dan memluluskan itu ini untuk segalanya. kemudian, apabila kaki ini mahu melangkah ke tangga untuk keluar dr dapur, terjadilah...

ayah : afiq, duduk sekejap.

afiq : ok, ade ape ayah?

ayah : ayah nak tanye something nie. kau dgn budak perempuan tuh berkawan ke bercinta?

afiq : (blur2 sebab baru bangun tido)

ayah : ayah tanye nie.

afiq : tak paham la ayah, berkawan atau bercinta? perempuan mane?

ayah : ko playboy ke? kenape mcm ramai sgt perempuan? ayah ckp pasal si nur tuh.

afiq : ouh, bercinta ayah. *belashing

ayah : bukan ke kau muda lagi? nie confirm kahwin ke?

afiq : memanglah, saje, nak berkenalan awal2. sesuai atau tak. insyaAllah kalau boleh.

ayah : takde lah, ayah takut ganggu pelajaran kau je. takut kau hanyut dgn awek, lupe pelajaran. ayah dah tua, ibu pun makin tua. selepas nie sape nak jage adik2 dgn keluarga kalau bukan kau? ayah dah abis banyak dah utk pelajaran kau, bagi ayah 1 kepuasan. tgok kau berjaya dlam pelajaran. boleh?

afiq : ayah, afiq tau bahagi2 mase. lagipun kalau ayah nak tau, afiq dah 6 bulan dgn dye, brape kali sgt je jumpe. dye pun busy belajar kat terengganu. sekarang tggu UPU untuk degree.

ayah : eh, kate nur kat UM?

afiq : itu untuk tournament netball dye. 

ayah : takdelah, paham2 lah. kau anak sulung. laki pulak. ayah tanak pasal perempuan ko menonggeng lg mcm dulu. pesan2 ayah nie, jangan dibuang. 

afiq: baiklah ayah. afiq faham. 

ayah : kau jgn faham2 je, tp tak buat. hmm.dah lah. itu je ayah nak ckp. fikir-fikirkan lah.

afiq : afiq masuk tido dulu la ayah..terima kasih ayah.

ayah : same-same.igt pesan ayah.

Hari kedua.

yeah! pagi2 lagi parents aku dah keluar rumah, beli barang2 utk BBQ! yeay! sekembalinya mereka, ada ikan cencaru, kambing woot woot, ayam mexican salsa and ayam spicy. wah! best2. dr tgahari smpi ke petang, aku bakar semuanya. and puas aku dapat makan..hehehe. malam itu pulak, keluar ke Plaza Angsana. buat apekah parents aku ajak aku sorg je? yg lain tak ikot? hurmmm.. rupenye2 mereka nak belikan aku seluar jeans. ooo ok..terima kasih banyak2. sudah sekian lama baru dpt seluar jean lg. and 1 seluar slack berwarna..warna ape ntah. coklat cair kot. tataw la. semuanya berharga RM 230. hehehe..suke2! terima kasih ayah dan ibu!

Hari pertama.

hari pertama di rumah. ibuku memasak lauk kesukaanku. boleh dikatakan menu wajib rumah hujung minggu kot. asam pedas ikan pari dan sayur sawi jepun goreng tiram. tidak lupa keropok goreng juga. hehe. sungguh best..bangun2 ade makan, free pulak tuh. suke suke! and parents aku ckp esok nya nak buat BBQ. kesian aku tak dapat join mase tuh. hmmm should know why la kan tak dapat join. hurmm tp kalau tak dihargai jugak. haihh.

Johor Darul Takzim.

setelah sekian lama aku bermastautin di Melaka, akhirnya menjejak kan kaki kembali ke tanah tumpah darahku sendiri. Negeri Johor Darul Takzim. pulangnya aku bersama saudaraku yg menuntut di UiTM Kampus Bandar. drpd Ayer Keroh ke Skudai, Johor. drpd Skudai, pulanglah aku ke rumah yg terletak di Taman Universiti bersama-sama ibu dan ayah kesayangan. heee...suke suke suke! haha. tangan dicium dan pipi dikucup apabila berjumpa. hilang kerinduan. hehe.

sesampainya di rumah, aku terus berkunjung ke rumah atok..ada pak andak serta keluarga beliau. wah, sudah besar rupanya sedare2 aku. hehe best rasenye dapat mendukung budak kecik kembali. rupa2nya besday anak bongsu pak andak, amira. dapat makan Pizza! hahaha. tp balik rumah lapar balik :( takpelah. disini sahaja ok.