5th August 2010

A happy day. yeah that day earn the name. why? because I manage to meet her after 1 month. ea? maybe more. and 2 days before which is 3-4 August we were in disaster, fighting like erghh!! Thank God we met on 5th without masam-masam muka or whatsoever. 

We met after I've finish my class, at 12. so we met exactly at 1 at Melaka Mall. We don't want to go to Banda Hilir as it is to far away and her consideration as I am tired to travel after class. <-- not a good English sentence.

I love you Mrs. Afiq, thanks for the happiness. :) may the love blooms forever ;)

Isn't it ironic?

Isn't it ironic when she ask you your forgiveness for someone else?

Isn't it ironic when she ask you to befriend with someone that has been known as your enemy?

Isn't it ironic when she ask you to forgive someone who tried to ruined your relationship?

Isn't it ironic when she want to get back with her life as before? 

Isn't it ironic when she want to contact with someone that have been known have feelings towards her?

Isn't it ironic when she guarantee that things won't be the same between them?

Isn't it ironic when she guarantee nothing will happen to our relationship?

Isn't it ironic when I have to take the bitter and swallow it when I know I can avoid it?

ok la, simple as ABC.

Isn't it ironic when you are on the plane, and singing the song Sweet Home Alabama by Lynyrd Skynyrd?

Define irony.

"Bunch of idiots dancing on a plane to a song made famous by a band that died in a plane crash"

A letter for her.

sayang.

I am so sorry for not attending your convocation. I know, that's the biggest mistakes that I have ever done in our relationship. God knows how do I feel so guilty until now. I know, sorry won't bring the time back. Or erase all the sad memory about your convocation.

    I understand if you hate me. It seems that you still cannot forget about it nor accepted my sorry. I know, I should have not be forgiven for what I have done. and believe me, bila sampai masanya nanti, I akan pergi jua dari dunia ini. Before that, please, forgive me for what I have done to you for the past 8 months of relationship. and for 1 month of our perkenalan. I didn't ask all of this happen but it did. and I have nothing to say as I accept it all as my fault.

   I didn't ask to be born in this world just to hurt you. I am sorry I am not the guy that you loves anymore. I am not the guy that you like before as I have changed a lot sayang. I am sorry. and thanks, you made me smile during the competition in Kedah. as I open your blog and saw your post that you are waiting for me and miss me a lot. and you made me happy just to hear your voice and laughs before I go to bed after that. But, it all happen and over to soon. and the tide has changed now.

Maafkan saya, Nur Syafiqah Mohd Roslan.